dun understand y i am feeling nth now.
it might be a good thing thou.
at least i am not worry.
deep within me, i have hope..
seems so impossible, but i have hope in Him.
haiz.... thou my results not that ideal.
but i reali reali dun have any regrets.
mayb thats the e real defination of doing my best.
God, thats my best le, mayb still can do better lar... mayb..
even there is "if only" i would say that... "if only i see e importance of studies when i was sec 3"
but reali lar, "if only" is crap.
so i will try to limit myself saying the word "if only"


God will open doors for me.
so even if this door is close, He will open another door for me.
i am so relieve when i noe abt this.
at least, i am not at the dead end.
at least i am not hopeless...
chances of getting into poly are slim..
but i am going to look for that open door.
somehow, He will make a way.
juz see how lor... see wat happens..
ya, my future is in his hands =)


tingg is tempted.
thou its juz a tot... but seriously, a tot means alot.
its can cause tingg to lose her focus,lose her own set of values & beliefs.
and even.. start to contradicts...
hmmm, k... shall not develop that tot.
shall not reveal wat is that also.
shall not sarbo myself.
3 , 2 , 1.. STOP.


lead my life according to god's will =)


btw... tingg look like a red lobster now!!!
i am sun burned =p
hahahaha
had a BIG ulcer too... its reali big.
irritating -.-
had panda eys too!!!!
omg, i look so ugly now.
hehehehhe